Readers: I failed. At the gnocchi recipe. It was a total disaster.
I burned the inside bottom of the saucepan and had to throw out the saucepan.
It was a recipe I found in the Audrey at Home cookbook written by Luca Dotti–Audrey Hepburn’s younger son.
This experiment convinced me to not want to try to make the gnocchi again. Not at all. The food I’ve cooked from recipes comes out great. Not so with the gnocchi. It was a total disaster.
I’m tearing through a KMart stocking up on items to the tune of $55. I bought a turquoise baking dish along with the replacement saucepan and other sundries.
You can get household items at KMart on the cheap. Though I didn’t relish having to spend the big bucks to buy another saucepan.
This gnocchi failure seems like the perfect metaphor for recovery and for life:
If at first you don’t succeed, consider Plan B. Figure out your next move when continuing down the same path isn’t an option.
A person is often forced to reinvent themselves when Plan A doesn’t go as planned.
This requires having a sense of humor. Laughter can be the best medicine as an adjunct to SZ medication. I want to tell amusing stories more so than to focus on the hell.
Now not all of our foiled efforts are as laughably raucous as a gnocchi recipe.
Yet IMHO the lesson here is that sometimes a mistake is just a mistake. The option we choose at the time (like going into a gray flannel career when you’re a creative madwoman) seems like the right one.
It’s only in retrospect that we realize: “What was I thinking?” It starts out innocuous. It seems like a good idea. Like wanting to try out a gnocchi recipe. Then you’re full-tilt into a mistake.
Recognizing the need to change direction in our lives is necessary.
That’s the moral of the gnocchi story.
I’ll talk about this in the coming blog entries: taking risks and risking change.